May be shit

Starting May with fucked up situation.
If the only thing I must done is my fucking final project, I sure blow it up.
And when you loose something which is your main purpose of your life, that will hurt you badly
*right now, my final project is my whole life

I think, I am in a great despair.
About two weeks ago I heard a news which makes me feel a pain in my chest. It's about someone and I shouldn't hear about that news right now. Awesomely disturbing.!
And yesterday, my final project lecture make my worst day ever in my whole college life.


Yes, shit happened
And this May be shit